Recruit Vionna reporting!

Overestimated..

I really overestimated myself.. I tot i can balance hubby, baby, parents and work.. Seems i cannot juggle/balance at all..

Cannot seem to balance my hubby and mother especially... They used to talk so freely in the past.. Now.. They are like total strangers... I feel so caught in between...

I need my mother to help me look after Vionna, i also need my hubby to get our house ready.. But.. I just dunno how to balance...

@ work = miss baby
@ bb = miss hubby
@ haig = miss mummy

I can never balance..

8th yr anniversary?

Seems like not even a day...
Not even a greeting, not even a word..
Seems that 8 yrs came to a nought..
That everything i've done is meaningless...

Seems like just a body without soul beside me.. Zzzz..

Just go sleep..

Counting down..

Lookin forward for my new house to be ready.. Then i can have a worry-free night.. Just realised.. It has already been a year that I keep wakin up daily just to scratch/kill them.. And i realised.. My arm and leg.. Is so ugly now.. haiz.. With all the scratch scars..

Just changed a new bedsheet but the color makes it so much harder to spot them.. -_-'''

once the reno is done.. We have to be very careful of the things that we pack over.. Otherwise.. It will be another 5 days of torture.. :(

goin to try and sleep now...